Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Harder than it looks...

So this whole growing a baby thing is a lot harder than I imagined.

When you go through IVF and struggle to conceive you become very aware of all the people complaining about their pregnancies. I use to get so mad "shut up, you're lucky to be pregnant" but now, now I understand. Although you won't verbally hear me complain about it(unless to a select few who have gone on this journey closely with me) I'm finding this hard. Really hard. I'm sick all the time and its not letting up. I'm so excited to be  pregnant but not being able to eat or go anywhere without vomiting makes me very upset, as I'm sure you can understand.

I know it will be worth it. I know when I look at my baby I'll be blown away with a wave of emotions.

But this is still hard. I'm struggling. A lot more than I ever thought I would.

Praying everyday that it will ease up soon. I'm hungry and not being able to give food to my baby is upsetting. 



  1. Praying it will ease up soon too lovely!
    Don't worry about the baby, it will draw all it needs from you, you're the one that will be worse off.
    Hoping you can munch on delicious treats soon without vomiting.

  2. You're doing a great job! And I know how hard it must be for you, but I have barely heard a peep of complaints from you xx Looking forward to sharing a meal with you again :D